August 14, 2013

Pennies

Pulling up the side of the ancient rug in the biggest bedroom and there it is, wedged in the wood, an ancient looking penny. I laugh out loud. I still find them everywhere and usually when I am in a state of in between, going from one mood to another, a time of flux and that trepidation for the next step, or just, like now, so many changes all at once and trying to figure out which rock to step on in the rushing stream, which one won't wobble. I find them when they are needed. I find them waiting for me on a car seat, inbetween rocks at a swimming hole, on the carpet where I have just walked where they were not before. All these years later, they are still there, true directions for me, more sure than any compass. Praise God, I say when I pick them up. And with that small piece of grace that is such a larger act of kindness and reassurance, I can step on to the next rock without fear. Praise God. The original essay I refer to was in two different Chicken Soup for the Soul books...here is a link to it online that someone posted.

4 comments:

Stephanie said...

Amen! Grace amid the grit is true.
You are doing well and expressing it amazingly too!

GretchenJoanna said...

Isn't God good!
Thank you for sharing that original story, which I hadn't seen before.

Joan Perry; Sidewalk Curator said...

Lovely!

Doesn't Dear Abbey have a thing about Pennies from Heaven too? People are always writing in about penny messages.

Susan Moorhead said...

Thank you. I tink there is a song and a movie both called Pennies from Heaven. I like to think it's the theme of common everyday miracles :)